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Death is not peaceful

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I have neglected my blog. Sadness has kept me from here. He is gone. Mama’s boy is gone add I feel lonely, empty. Scooby is his name, my beloved cat. He has been by my side, literally, for the last 19 years. Everywhere i went, he followed, talking to me, watching me, loving me. Now he’s not there…Last night I thought I felt him walking up the bed to my face, like he had done so many times, to sleep beside me. He wasn’t there. I felt so sad, crying in the night darkness, feeling alone at that moment. He hadn’t wanted to leave, even though his organs had failed him and he no longer was eating. He fought, clung on, following me. So heartbreaking and hard to witness. It made me hurt inside. I didn’t want him to go either, but I didn’t want to see him like that. Death is NOT peaceful. There is no dignity there either. His will and Go with the Flow attitude, which is what made me and all who knew him love him as the awesome cat that he was, made his death long and horrible. I’m sooo sorry Scooby. You didn’t deserve that. I hope you are without pain now. Sleeping next to me at night and in the sun spot by day. I miss you Mama’s boy, Mr. Scobs.

me and Mr. Scobs

me and Mr. Scobs

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Author: Grace Alley Treasures

I'm the owner and crafter behind Grace Alley Treasures. I have an art background but have been following a culinary career until now. I love collecting and creating things so I wanted to combine my to loves into one. I also enjoy photography, the outdoors, gardening and traveling.

10 thoughts on “Death is not peaceful

  1. I have such empathy for the loss of your beloved cat. It is never easy…

  2. I’m so sorry for your loss- my cat, wobbly, is 19 and she’s my little friend… I love her more than anything…

    I hope you find peace…

  3. I can really understand you. One year ago I lost my beloved cat with 18. It’s really so sad to be without a cat. Hope you will feel better some day and maybe get a new cat. Have a nice day, regards Mitza

    • Thank you Mitza.This is the first time I haven’t had a cat in 25 years. Plus he was such an awesome cat. All my past cats were awesome in their own ways. He was just so easy going even cat haters loved him. Thanks again.

  4. So sorry… it is so painful to lose your beloved cat. I sympathize and hope each day gets a little easier for you.

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